cattylover - thanks for the kind words bb. I wasn’t stressing about weight though—I’m a gorgeous fat babe, duh! ;)
I finally got some answers to what I thought were strange growths in my mouth that were making me FREAK OUT! Turns out I just have some irritated taste buds; living off of coffee and take out and spicy food and high acid foods and too much booze will do that—along with stress and hormonal imbalance.
But spring is around the corner, and it’s easier to make changes for a new season! I just need to make changes slowly and not be mean to myself that I’m not a clean eating, constantly working out goddess. Not yet at least.
Love you girl!
Bodies are weird.
Mine is rebelling against me lately and it’s really frustrating and worrisome.
Seriously, sometimes it’s really hard to focus and hold it all together and not just start crying.
Also, telling someone to relax and not stress when their body is misbehaving is about as useful as trying to save a sinking ship with a teacup.
I just wanna go home and sleep forever.
But my Ben-Wa balls arrived today and I’m just not sure how I feel about them. I don’t actually notice them much at all, except when bending over or down to pick something up and even then the sensation isn’t a terribly noticeable one…
Should I spring for a nicer, heavier set? I feel like they ought to be a bit heavier. I’m looking for feedback, not to be harassed by creeps.
Cream for face. Cream for skin. Cream for face pimples. For body pimples. For dry skin. For sick skin.
Today was mostly a mess. But I won a gift card to my favorite lingerie shop, and I caved to my desire for pizza—and it wasn’t horrible despite usually being horrible. (I still miss East Coast Pizza.)